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r have won little Winifred's love. Here was a revelation of the mingled yarn of life, that I remember struck me even at that childish age. I began to think I might, in spite of the undoubted crutches, resume my old place as the luckiest boy along the sands. She loved me because I was lame! Those who say that physical infirmity does not feminise the character have not had my experience. No more talk for me that morning. In such a mood as that there can be no talk. I sat in a silent dream, save when a sweet sob of delight would come up like a bubble from the heaving waters of my soul. I had passed into that rare and high mood when life's afflictions are turned by love to life's deepest, holiest joys. I had begun early to learn and know the gamut of the affections. 'When, you leave me here and go home to Wales you will never forget me. Winnie?' 'Never, never!' she said, as she helped me from the ferns which were still as wet with dew as though it had been raining. 'I will think of you every night before I go to sleep, and always end my prayers as I did that first night after I saw you so lonely in the churchyard.' 'And how is that, Winnie?' I said, as she adjusted my crutches for me. 'After I've said "Amen," I always say, "And, dear Lord Jesus, don't forget to love dear Henry, who can't get up the gangways without me," and I will say that every night as long as I live.' From that morning I considered her altogether mine. Her speaking of me as the 'dear little English boy,' however, as she did, marred the delight her words gave me. I had from the first observed that the child's strongest passion was a patriotism of a somewhat fiery kind. The word English in her mouth seemed some-times a word of reproach: it was the name of the race that in the past had invaded her sacred Snowdonia. I afterwards learnt that her aunt was answerable for this senseless prejudice. 'Winnie,' I said, 'don't you wish I was a Welsh boy?' 'Oh yes,' she said.'Don't you?' I made no answer. She looked into my face and said, 'And yet I don't think I could love a Welsh boy as I love you.' She then repeated to me a verse of a Welsh song, which of course I did not understand a word of until she told me what it meant in English. It was an address to Snowdon, and ran something like this-- Mountain-wild Snowdon for me! Sweet silence there for the harp, Where loiter the ewes and the
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