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his grasp. "What brought you down to this!" She snapped out the words at him; she had not come to Whitechapel to be slighted at all events. "I have risen," he answered quietly. "Risen? And you sell baby-linen!" Julian laughed in pure contentment. "You don't understand," he said. For a moment he looked at her as one debating with himself and then: "You have a right to understand. I will tell you." He leaned across the counter, and as he spoke the eager passion of a devotee began to kindle in his eyes and vibrate through the tones of his voice. "The knowledge of a truth worked into your heart will lift you, eh, must lift you high? But base your life upon that truth, centre yourself about it, till your thoughts become instincts born from it! It must lift you still higher then; ah, how much higher! Well, I have done that. Yes, that's why I am here. And I owe it all to you." Lady Tamworth repeated his words in sheer bewilderment. "You owe it all to me?" "Yes," he nodded, "all to you." And with genuine gratitude he added, "You didn't know the good that you had done." "Ah, don't say that!" she cried. The bell tinkled over the shop-door and a woman entered. Lady Tamworth bent forward and said hastily, "I must speak to you." "Then you must buy something; what shall it be?" Fairholm had already recovered his self-possession and was drawing out one of the shelves in the wall behind him. "No, no!" she exclaimed, "not here; I can't speak to you here. Come and call on me; what day will you come?" Julian shook his head. "Not at all, I am afraid. I have not the time." A boy came out from the inner room and began to get ready the shutters. "Ah, it's Friday," she said. "You will be closing soon." "In five minutes." "Then I will wait for you. Yes, I will wait for you." She paused at the door and looked at Julian. He was deferentially waiting on his customer, and Lady Tamworth noticed with a queer feeling of repugnance that he had even acquired the shopman's trick of rubbing the hands. Those five minutes proved for her a most unenviable period. Julian's sentence,--"I owe it all to you"--pressed heavily upon her conscience. Spoken bitterly, she would have given little heed to it; but there had been a convincing sincerity in the ring of his voice. The words, besides, brought back to her Sir John's uncomfortable aphorism and freighted it with an accusation. She applied it now as a search-light upon her jumbled
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