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nature. I know you all by heart. Ah! I know you well--St. Pierre, the Parisienne--cette maitresse-femme, my cousin Beck herself." "It is not right, Monsieur." "Comment? it is not right? By whose creed? Does some dogma of Calvin or Luther condemn it? What is that to me? I am no Protestant. My rich father (for, though I have known poverty, and once starved for a year in a garret in Rome--starved wretchedly, often on a meal a day, and sometimes not that--yet I was born to wealth)--my rich father was a good Catholic; and he gave me a priest and a Jesuit for a tutor. I retain his lessons; and to what discoveries, grand Dieu! have they not aided me!" "Discoveries made by stealth seem to me dishonourable discoveries." "Puritaine! I doubt it not. Yet see how my Jesuit's system works. You know the St. Pierre?" "Partially." He laughed. "You say right--_'partially'_; whereas _I_ know her _thoroughly_; there is the difference. She played before me the amiable; offered me patte de velours; caressed, flattered, fawned on me. Now, I am accessible to a woman's flattery--accessible against my reason. Though never pretty, she was--when I first knew her--young, or knew how to look young. Like all her countrywomen, she had the art of dressing--she had a certain cool, easy, social assurance, which spared me the pain of embarrassment--" "Monsieur, that must have been unnecessary. I never saw you embarrassed in my life." "Mademoiselle, you know little of me; I can be embarrassed as a petite pensionnaire; there is a fund of modesty and diffidence in my nature--" "Monsieur, I never saw it." "Mademoiselle, it is there. You ought to have seen it." "Monsieur, I have observed you in public--on platforms, in tribunes, before titles and crowned heads--and you were as easy as you are in the third division." "Mademoiselle, neither titles nor crowned heads excite my modesty; and publicity is very much my element. I like it well, and breathe in it quite freely;--but--but, in short, here is the sentiment brought into action, at this very moment; however, I disdain to be worsted by it. If, Mademoiselle, I were a marrying man (which I am not; and you may spare yourself the trouble of any sneer you may be contemplating at the thought), and found it necessary to ask a lady whether she could look upon me in the light of a future husband, then would it be proved that I am as I say--modest." I quite believed him now; and, in belie
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