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g low, and still holding my hand, "did you see a picture in the boudoir of the old house?" "I did; a picture painted on a panel." "The portrait of a nun?" "Yes." "You heard her history?" "Yes." "You remember what we saw that night in the berceau?" "I shall never forget it." "You did not connect the two ideas; that would be folly?" "I thought of the apparition when I saw the portrait," said I; which was true enough. "You did not, nor will you fancy," pursued he, "that a saint in heaven perturbs herself with rivalries of earth? Protestants are rarely superstitious; these morbid fancies will not beset _you?_" "I know not what to think of this matter; but I believe a perfectly natural solution of this seeming mystery will one day be arrived at." "Doubtless, doubtless. Besides, no good-living woman--much less a pure, happy spirit-would trouble amity like ours n'est-il pas vrai?" Ere I could answer, Fifine Beck burst in, rosy and abrupt, calling out that I was wanted. Her mother was going into town to call on some English family, who had applied for a prospectus: my services were needed as interpreter. The interruption was not unseasonable: sufficient for the day is always the evil; for this hour, its good sufficed. Yet I should have liked to ask M. Paul whether the "morbid fancies," against which he warned me, wrought in his own brain. CHAPTER XXXVI. THE APPLE OF DISCORD. Besides Fifine Beck's mother, another power had a word to say to M. Paul and me, before that covenant of friendship could be ratified. We were under the surveillance of a sleepless eye: Rome watched jealously her son through that mystic lattice at which I had knelt once, and to which M. Emanuel drew nigh month by month--the sliding panel of the confessional. "Why were you so glad to be friends with M. Paul?" asks the reader. "Had he not long been a friend to you? Had he not given proof on proof of a certain partiality in his feelings?" Yes, he had; but still I liked to hear him say so earnestly--that he was my close, true friend; I liked his modest doubts, his tender deference--that trust which longed to rest, and was grateful when taught how. He had called me "sister." It was well. Yes; he might call me what he pleased, so long as he confided in me. I was willing to be his sister, on condition that he did not invite me to fill that relation to some future wife of his; and tacitly vowed as he was to celibac
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