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it lit up his nature, and woke his spirit; it threw all sorts of queer lights and shadows over his dun face, and into his violet-azure eyes (he used to say that his black hair and blue eyes were "une de ses beautes"). There was a relish in his anger; it was artless, earnest, quite unreasonable, but never hypocritical. I uttered no disclaimer then of the complacency he attributed to me; I merely asked where the English examination came in--whether at the commencement or close of the day? "I hesitate," said he, "whether at the very beginning, before many persons are come, and when your aspiring nature will not be gratified by a large audience, or quite at the close, when everybody is tired, and only a jaded and worn-out attention will be at your service." "Que vous etes dur, Monsieur!" I said, affecting dejection. "One ought to be 'dur' with you. You are one of those beings who must be _kept down_. I know you! I know you! Other people in this house see you pass, and think that a colourless shadow has gone by. As for me, I scrutinized your face once, and it sufficed." "You are satisfied that you understand me?" Without answering directly, he went on, "Were you not gratified when you succeeded in that vaudeville? I watched you and saw a passionate ardour for triumph in your physiognomy. What fire shot into the glance! Not mere light, but flame: je me tiens pour averti." "What feeling I had on that occasion, Monsieur--and pardon me, if I say, you immensely exaggerate both its quality and quantity--was quite abstract. I did not care for the vaudeville. I hated the part you assigned me. I had not the slightest sympathy with the audience below the stage. They are good people, doubtless, but do I know them? Are they anything to me? Can I care for being brought before their view again to-morrow? Will the examination be anything but a task to me--a task I wish well over?" "Shall I take it out of your hands?" "With all my heart; if you do not fear failure." "But I should fail. I only know three phrases of English, and a few words: par exemple, de sonn, de mone, de stares--est-ce bien dit? My opinion is that it would be better to give up the thing altogether: to have no English examination, eh?" "If Madame consents, I consent." "Heartily?" "Very heartily." He smoked his cigar in silence. He turned suddenly. "Donnez-moi la main," said he, and the spite and jealousy melted out of his face, and a generou
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