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to sleep in--and not to forget the kitchen and the garrets for the servants. What more do I want?" His intolerable composure only added to his guest's irritability. "A selfish way of putting it," Ovid broke out. "Have you nobody to think of but yourself?" "Nobody--I am happy to say." "That's downright cynicism, Benjulia!" The doctor reflected. "Is it?" he said. "Perhaps you may be right again. I think it's only indifference, myself. Curiously enough my brother looks at it from your point of view--he even used the same word that you used just now. I suppose he found my cynicism beyond the reach of reform. At any rate, he left off coming here. I got rid of _him_ on easy terms. What do you say? That inhuman way of talking is unworthy of me? Really I don't think so. I'm not a downright savage. It's only indifference." "Does your brother return your indifference? You must be a nice pair, if he does!" Benjulia seemed to find a certain dreary amusement in considering the question that Ovid had proposed. He decided on doing justice to his absent relative. "My brother's intelligence is perhaps equal to such a small effort as you suggest," he said. "He has just brains enough to keep himself out of an asylum for idiots. Shall I tell you what he is in two words? A stupid sensualist--that's what he is. I let his wife come here sometimes, and cry. It doesn't trouble _me;_ and it seems to relieve _her._ More of my indifference--eh? Well, I don't know. I gave her the change out of the furniture-cheque, to buy a new bonnet with. You might call that indifference, and you might be right once more. I don't care about money. Will you have a drink? You see I can't move. Please ring for the man." Ovid refused the drink, and changed the subject. "Your servant is a remarkably silent person," he said. "That's his merit," Benjulia answered; "the women-servants have quarrelled with every other man I've had. They can't quarrel with this man. I have raised his wages in grateful acknowledgment of his usefulness to me. I hate noise." "Is that the reason why you don't keep a watch-dog?" "I don't like dogs. They bark." He had apparently some other disagreeable association with dogs, which he was not disposed to communicate. His hollow eyes stared gloomily into vacancy. Ovid's presence in the room seemed to have become, for the time being, an impression erased from his mind. He recovered himself, with the customary vehement
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