FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182  
183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   >>  
she got her strength up." He put a hand on her brow, and felt it cool. "Glory! You're mendin' fast, Nancy gal. You'll be well in time to can the berries that the childern's picked." He fished from below the bed a pair of skin brogues and slipped them on his feet. "I'll be back before night." "I want Abe," she moaned. "I'll send him to you," he said as he went out Left alone the woman lay still for a little in a stupor of weariness. Waves of that terrible lassitude, which is a positive anguish and not a mere absence of strength, flowed over her. The square of the doorway, which was directly before her eyes, began to take strange forms. It was filled with yellow sunlight, and a red glow beyond told of the sugar-maples at the edge of the clearing. Now it seemed to her unquiet sight to be a furnace. Outside the world was burning; she could feel the heat of it in the close cabin. For a second acute fear startled her weakness. It passed, her eyes cleared, and she saw the homely doorway as it was, and heard the gobble of a turkey in the forest. The fright had awakened her mind and senses. For the first time she fully realised her condition. Life no longer moved steadily in her body; it flickered and wavered and would soon gutter out.... Her eyes marked every detail of the squalor around her--the unwashed dishes, the foul earthen floor, the rotting apple pile, the heap of rags which had been her only clothes. She was leaving the world, and this was all she had won from it. Sheer misery forced a sigh which seemed to rend her frail body, and her eyes filled with tears. She had been a dreamer, an adept at make-believe, but the poor coverings she had wrought for a dingy reality were now too threadbare to hide it. And once she had been so rich in hope. She would make her husband a great man, and--when that was manifestly impossible without a rebirth of Tom Linkhorn--she would have a son who would wear a black coat like Lawyer Macneil and Colonel Hardin way back in Kentucky, and make fine speeches beginning "Fellow countrymen and gentlemen of this famous State." She had a passion for words, and sonorous phrases haunted her memory. She herself would have a silk gown and a bonnet with roses in it; once long ago she had been to Elizabethtown and seen just such a gown and bonnet.... Or Tom would be successful in this wild Indiana country and be, like Daniel Boone, the father of a new State, and have places and towns call
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182  
183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   >>  



Top keywords:

filled

 

strength

 

doorway

 

bonnet

 
misery
 
forced
 

dreamer

 

wrought

 

coverings

 

reality


Daniel

 
country
 

leaving

 

squalor

 
unwashed
 

dishes

 
detail
 
marked
 
Indiana
 

earthen


clothes

 

successful

 
rotting
 

Hardin

 

Colonel

 
Kentucky
 

Macneil

 

Lawyer

 
haunted
 
memory

phrases
 

sonorous

 
passion
 
famous
 

gentlemen

 

speeches

 

beginning

 

Fellow

 
countrymen
 

gutter


Elizabethtown

 
husband
 

father

 

threadbare

 

places

 

impossible

 

rebirth

 

Linkhorn

 

manifestly

 

gobble