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e expressed himself fearful of rubbing the silver off my wings by bringing me into contact with society, especially that of Paris and Rome; and, more-over, he did not scruple to tell me that there were ladies in both places that would tear his eyes out if they happened to meet him with me. Of course I was vexed at all this; but still it was less the disappointment to myself that annoyed me, than the disappointment in him, and the trouble I was at to frame excuses to my friends for having seen and observed so little, without imputing one particle of blame to my companion. But when we got home--to my new, delightful home--I was so happy and he was so kind that I freely forgave him all; and I was beginning to think my lot too happy, and my husband actually too good for me, if not too good for this world, when, on the second Sunday after our arrival, he shocked and horrified me by another instance of his unreasonable exaction. We were walking home from the morning service, for it was a fine frosty day, and as we are so near the church, I had requested the carriage should not be used. 'Helen,' said he, with unusual gravity, 'I am not quite satisfied with you.' I desired to know what was wrong. 'But will you promise to reform if I tell you?' 'Yes, if I can, and without offending a higher authority.' 'Ah! there it is, you see: you don't love me with all your heart.' 'I don't understand you, Arthur (at least I hope I don't): pray tell me what I have done or said amiss.' 'It is nothing you have done or said; it is something that you are--you are too religious. Now I like a woman to be religious, and I think your piety one of your greatest charms; but then, like all other good things, it may be carried too far. To my thinking, a woman's religion ought not to lessen her devotion to her earthly lord. She should have enough to purify and etherealise her soul, but not enough to refine away her heart, and raise her above all human sympathies.' 'And am I above all human sympathies?' said I. 'No, darling; but you are making more progress towards that saintly condition than I like; for all these two hours I have been thinking of you and wanting to catch your eye, and you were so absorbed in your devotions that you had not even a glance to spare for me--I declare it is enough to make one jealous of one's Maker--which is very wrong, you know; so don't excite such wicked passions again, for my soul's sake.' 'I w
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