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The quick, warm tears of joy came welling to her eyes as she silently took his hand and led him out of the little garden and to where his horse stood. There, she leaning against his horse, her fingers slipping softly through the big bay's mane, Jeffrey standing stiff and anxious before her, with the glad morning and the high hills and all French Village observing them with kindly eyes, these two faced their question. But after all there was no question. For when Jeffrey had told all, down to that moment in the dark road when he had found God in his heart, Ruth, with that instinct of mothering tenderness that is born in every woman, said: "Poor boy, you have suffered too much!" "What I suffered was that I made for myself," he said thickly. "Cynthe Cardinal told me what a fool I was." "What did Cynthe tell you?" "She told me that you loved me." "Did you need to be told that, Jeffrey?" said the girl very quietly. "Yes, it seems so. I'd known your little white soul ever since you were a baby. I knew that in all your life you'd never had a thought that was not the best, the truest, the loyalest for me. I knew that there was never a time when you wouldn't have given everything, even life, for me. I knew it that day in the Bishop's house. I knew it that morning when you came to me in the sugar cabin." "Yes, I knew all that," he went on bitterly. "I knew you loved me, and I knew what a love it was. I knew it. And yet that day--that day in the courtroom, the only thing I could do was to call you liar!" She put up her hands with an appeal to stop him, but he went on doggedly. "Yes, I did. That was all I could think of. I threw it at you like a blow in the face. I saw you quiver and shrink, as though I had struck you. And even that sight wasn't enough for me. I kept on saying it, when I knew in my heart it wasn't so. I couldn't help but know it. I knew you. But I kept on telling myself that you lied; kept on till yesterday. I wasn't big enough. I wasn't man enough to see that you were just facing something that was bigger than both of us--something that was bigger and truer than words--that there was no way out for you but to do what you did." "Jeffrey, dear," the girl hurried to say, "you know that's a thing we can't speak about--" "Yes, we can, now. I know and I understand. You needn't say anything. I _understand_." "And I understand a lot more," he began again. "It took that little French girl
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