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bed-chamber. He saw with eyes wide open and brain alert a picture that looked like a reality and not a vision. It was of a trembling man bent with age and loneliness. CHAPTER XXIX THE CALL OF ETERNITY Elsie walked on and on eastward towards the lake. For a week she had been living alone in a room she had found near the park on the night that she left Harvey Spencer, telephoning in the drug-store. She had resolved that instant to go. It was to be "Now or never"--and she hurried away in an opposite direction from the hiding place--and from Druce. The little money that he had put in her hands for drugs had somehow lasted her until now. She had been too ill to go out, her body racked with fever. She was conscious that she must tomorrow find some work to do, for the landlady had twice asked her for the next week's rent. She looked in at the door of a laundry where a German woman was singing as she ironed children's dresses by the light of a flaring gas jet. It looked pleasant and peaceful in there. Perhaps that motherly woman would let her work with her. She would see tomorrow. Elsie walked on towards the lake. She wanted to look at the water. She wanted to breathe the cool breath of great winds coming over the water to cool this fierce fire of shame and horror fevering her soul, flaming in her delicate cheeks. Elsie came to the lake front at a wide high lot between two comfortable mansions on Sheridan Road. Lights of homes shone through the night's darkness. Beams as of sunshine danced across the water. A light from an upper chamber in the nearest home shone across her and streamed onward to the sands. Elsie stood clasping and unclasping her little slender hands. The waters,--they could wash away that blow, the marks of that blow, wash away those words threatening death from one who had killed something in her heart. She realized that she was not afraid, facing the life to come. She was afraid only to go on living in the same world with one who had taken her girlhood and her womanhood, afraid only of this frightful fever in her veins, of this poison that was consuming her. Out yonder were the cool deeps of death--of death? What then? Far across the waves she saw a light. It was as if her spirit went to meet the light, went in quest of the meaning of such a beacon light across black waters. The light seemed to grow bigger and bi
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