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t, when the picture of his father's last moments would not let the boy sleep. It seemed to Jim that if he could learn to forget this picture a part of his grief would be lifted. It was the uselessness of Big Jim's death that made the boy unboyishly bitter. He could not believe that any other death ever had been so needless. It was only in the years to come that Jim was to learn how needlessly, how unremittingly, industry takes its toll of lives. Somehow, Jim had a boyish feeling that his father had had many things to say to him that never had been said; that these things were very wise and would have guided him. Jim felt rudderless. He felt that it was incumbent on him to do the things that his father had not been able to do. Vaguely and childishly he determined that he must make good for the Mannings and for Exham. Poor old Exham, with its lost ideals! It was in thinking this over that Jim conceived an idea that became a great comfort to him. He decided to write down all the advice that he could recall his father's giving him, and when his mother became less broken up, to ask her to tell him all the plans his father might have had for him. So it was that a week or so after her husband's death, Mrs. Manning found one of Jim's scratch pads on the table in his room, with a carefully printed title on the cover: MY FATHER'S ADVICES TO ME. After she had wiped the quick tears from her eyes, she read the few pages Jim had completed in his sprawling hand: "My father said to me, 'Jimmy, never make excuses. It's always too late for excuses.' "He said, 'A liar is a first cousin to a skunk. There isn't a worse coward than a liar.' "He said to me, 'Don't belly-ache. Stand up to your troubles like a man.' "My father said, 'Hang to what you undertake like a hound to a warm scent.' "He said to me, 'Life is made up of obeying. What you don't learn from me about that, the world will kick into you. The stars themselves obey a law. God must hate a law breaker.' "My father said, 'Somehow us Americans are quitters.' "My mother said my father said, 'I want Jimmy to go through college. I want him to marry young and have a big family.' "The thing my father said to me oftenest lately was, 'Jimmy, be clean about women. Some day you will know what I mean when I say that sex is energy. Keep yourself clean for your life work and your wife and children.'" Mrs. Manning read the pages over several t
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