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e like other people than she fancied she had been this day. "There is Hester," thought she, "looking nothing less than merry, and talking about whatever occurs, as if nothing had happened since we met him last; while I sit, feeling like a fool, with not a word to say, and no courage to say it if I had. I wonder whether I have always been as insignificant and dull as I have seen myself to be to-day. I do not believe I ever thought about the matter before: I wish I could forget it now." Notwithstanding her feeling of insignificance in the drawing-room, however, she was so impatient to be there again that her hands trembled with eagerness in doing up the parcel for Mrs Levitt. When she re-entered the drawing-room, Philip was there alone--standing by the fire. Margaret's first impulse was to retreat; but her better judgment prevailed in time to intercept the act. Philip said: "Mr and Mrs Hope have, at my desire, given me the opportunity of speaking to you alone. You must not refuse to hear what I have to say, because it is necessary to the vindication of my honour;--and it is also due to another person." Of course, Margaret sat down. She seemed to intend to speak, and Philip waited to hear her; but no words came, so he went on. "You have been told, I find, that I have been for some time engaged to a lady who is now at Rome--Miss Bruce. How such a notion originated, we need not inquire. The truth is, that I am but slightly acquainted with Miss Bruce, and that nothing has ever occurred which could warrant such a use of that lady's name. I heard nothing of this till to-day, and--" "Is it possible?" breathed Margaret. "I was shocked to hear of it from my poor mother; but infinitely more shocked--grieved to the very soul, to find that you, Margaret, believed it." "How could we help it? It was your sister who told us." "What does my sister know of me compared with you? I thought--I hoped-- but I see now that I was presumptuous--I thought that you knew me enough, and cared for me enough, to understand my mind, and trust my conduct through whatever you might hear of me from others. I have been deceived--I mean I have deceived myself, as to the relation in which we stand. I do not blame you, Margaret--that is, I will not if I can help it--for what you have given credit to about me; but I did not think you would have mortified me so deeply." "You are partly wrong now; you are unjust at this moment,"
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