not as happy as you would wish to
be," said Gaffin, fixing his eyes on the young man's face. "There is a
pretty girl in the case whom you thought you would like to make your
wife."
"Every man's thoughts are his own, Mr Gaffin," answered Jacob, "and I
do not see how you can know mine more than I can know yours."
Miles Gaffin laughed, not pleasantly.
"The old can read the thoughts of the young better than you may think.
Now, lad, I tell you that you are following a will-o'-the-wisp if you
ever think to make the girl your father saved from the wreck your wife.
She would laugh you to scorn if you breathed such a notion in her ear,
and tell you to go and drown yourself, or be off to foreign lands so
that she might never set eyes on you again. Don't I say what is true,
lad?"
In spite of his resolution a groan escaped Jacob's breast.
"I thought so," continued his tormentor. "Now, Jacob, I have known you
from a boy, and I will be frank with you. You fancy that I want my son
to succeed where you are certain to fail, but I have no such notion in
my head, though there is a difference, you will allow, between him and
you. I don't, however, guide the young man's proceedings, or pretend to
dictate to him, he is old enough and clever enough to act for himself;
and I want it to be understood that I have nothing to do with his
movements. You will mention that if you have the opportunity. And now,
my honest Jacob, if you are disposed for a trip to sea just let me know,
and I will give you a chance which will suit your taste, I have a
notion, and fill your pockets with gold. I know I can trust you, so I
can say to you what I would not to others. Are you inclined for a trip
on board the _Lively_? There is a berth for you if you are. Whatever
way you may think she is employed, I can tell you that she carries a
commission as good as any of the king's cruisers, though I do not
pretend to say that in peace time she does not engage in a little free
trade occasionally, yet that is not the business which I am employed
on."
Miles had laid his hand on Jacob's arm so as to prevent him rising,
which he showed an intention of doing.
"Do you wish to be convinced, lad? Look here, I know you can read," and
Gaffin drew from his pocket a paper signed by Mr Pitt desiring any
naval officers or others, who might fall in with Miles Gaffin, the
bearer, not to interfere with him, he being engaged in the secret
service of His Majesty'
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