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n man who might even now be dead. He might have passed, with the pain of uncertainty clouding his last moments as to the success or failure of her venture. With that burden on her heart it was difficult to listen to apologies and explanations. She knew that Bud would have burned his body to a crisp last night if need be in the effort to save her from a similar fate, but that only irritated her. She had not called for help. She had not needed help and this rush of volunteers to her rescue was, after all, only a denial of the principle for which she so militantly fought; the postulate that when she played a man's game she wished to be treated as a man, asking no favors. Brent and Halloway overheard a little of what was said, for the two voices rose in inflection, under the urge of his earnestness and her feeling. "I don't act pi'zen mean when I'm sober, Alexander--an' I strives not ter drink, knowin' full well thet hit plum crazes me-- Hit don't seem like no common thirst-- Hit comes on me like a plague and hit masters me ther same as spells or fits----. God, He knows I'd es lief hev raised my hand ergin my own daddy, ef I hed one, es erginst yore paw--I war frenzied." "I don't know what made ye do hit, but I knows what ye done, Bud," said Alexander and her rich voice trembled under the tautness of her effort at control. "Ef a man kain't holp goin' mad like a dog--an' seekin' ter slay folks, I reckon he----" It was on her tongue to say that he ought to pay the mad-dog's penalty but she checked herself shortly and went on with less cruelty, "I reckon he's a right dangerous sort of feller ter hev 'round." "All I asks, Alexander," he pleaded, "air thet ye gives me ther chanst ter make amends. Ef I feels ther cravin' masterin' me ergin, I'll go ter town an' git ther police ter lock me up in ther jail-house an' keep me thar, tell I comes back ter my senses." "Hit hain't a thing ye kin handily make amends fer," she reminded him, "but I've done pledged myself ter let hit go unavenged and I knows too, thet I'm beholden ter ye fer last night. None-the-less----" The color paled from her cheeks and she shook her head. "None-the-less until I gits back home--an' knows whether my paw is livin' or dead----" her words came very slowly and with an effort, "I kain't say thet thar won't be black hatred in my heart erginst ye." He nodded somewhat miserably. "No, I don't hardly reckon ye kin tutor yore feelin's n
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