o pardon my unconscious offense in reading a
stranger's letter, and the length of this one, I remain your very
obedient servant, R. Roy
"P.S.--I ought to say that this Mr. Robert Roy seemed between thirty-five
and forty, tall, dark-haired, walked with a slight stoop. He had, I
believe, no near relatives whatever, and I never heard of his having been
married."
Unquestionably Miss Williams did well in retiring to her chamber and
locking the door before she opened the letter. It is a mistake to
suppose that at thirty-five or forty--or what age?--women cease to feel.
I once was walking with an old maiden lady, talking of a character in a
book. "He reminded me," she said, "of the very best man I ever knew, whom
I saw a good deal of when I was a girl." And to the natural question,
was he alive, she answered, "No; he died while he was still young." Her
voice kept its ordinary tone, but there came a slight flush on the cheek,
a sudden quiver over the whole withered face--she was some years past
seventy--and I felt I could not say another word.
Nor shall I say a word now of Fortune Williams, when she had read through
and wholly taken in the contents of this letter.
Life began for her again--life on a new and yet on the old basis; for it
was still waiting, waiting--she seemed to be among those whose lot it is
to "stand and wait" all their days. But it was not now in the absolute
darkness and silence which it used to be. She knew that in all human
probability Robert Roy was alive still some where, and hope never could
wholly die out of the world so long as he was in it. His career, too, if
not prosperous in worldly things, had been one to make any heart that
loved him content--content and proud. For if he had failed in his
fortunes, was it not from doing what she would most have wished him to
do--the right, at all costs? Nor had he quite forgotten her, since even
so late as five years back he had been making inquiries about her. Also,
he was then unmarried.
But human nature is weak, and human hearts are so hungry sometimes.
"Oh, if he had only loved me, and told me so!" she said, sometimes, as
piteously as fifteen years ago. But the tears which followed were not,
as then, a storm of passionate despair--only a quiet sorrowful rain.
For what could she do? Nothing. Now as ever, her part seemed just to
fold her hands and endure. If alive, he might be found some day; but now
she could not find him--oh, i
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