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t, can be as strong as she. I'm not thinking of the shame and cruelty,--but of what that can be worth which is so much to him, that he counts this punishment, as they call it, as nothing, as hardly pain, certainly not disgrace. The Truth, Elsie!--if I have not as much to say, it is because I have been trying to find the Truth." "But if you have found it, then I hope I never shall,--if it is the Truth that makes you so gloomy. I thought it was this business in Meaux." "Gloomy? when it may be I have found, or _shall_ find"-- Here Jacqueline hesitated,--looked at Elsie. Grave enough was that look to expel every frivolous feeling from the heart of Elsie,--at least, so long as she remained under its influence. It was something to trust another as Jacqueline intended now to trust her friend. It was a touching sight to see her seeking her old confidence, and appearing to rely on it, while she knew how frail the reed was. But this girl, frivolous as was her spirit, this girl had come with her from the distant native village; their childhood's recollections were the same. And Jacqueline determined now to trust her. For in times of blasting heat the shadow even of the gourd is not to be despised. "You know what I have looked for so long, Elsie," she said, "you ought to rejoice with me. I need work for that no longer." "What is that, Jacqueline?" Even this question, betraying no such apprehension as Jacqueline's words seemed to intimate, did not disturb the girl. She was in the mood when, notwithstanding her show of dependence, she was really in no such necessity. Never was she stronger than now when she put off all show of strength. Elsie stood before her in place of the opposing world. To Elsie's question she replied as readily as though she anticipated the word, and had no expectation of better recollection,--not to speak of better apprehension. "To bring him out of suffering he has never been made to endure, as surely as God lives. As if the Almighty judged men so! I shall send back no more money to Father La Croix. It is not his prayer, nor my earnings, that will have to do with the eternity of John Gabrie.--Do you hear me, Elsie?" "I seem to, Jacqueline." "Have I any cause for wretched looks, then? I am in sight of better fortune than I ever hoped for in this world." "Then don't look so fearful. It is enough to scare one. You are not a girl to choose to be a fright,--unless this dreadful city has change
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