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oo, had a life to live,--and a human destiny to fulfil. And all that, look you, I let slip--gave it all up in order to make myself your bondwoman.--Oh, it was self-murder--a deadly sin against myself! [Half whispering.] And that sin I can never expiate! [She seats herself near him beside the brook, keeps close, though unnoticed, watch upon him, and, as though in absence of mind, plucks some flowers form the shrubs around them. IRENE. [With apparent self-control.] I should have borne children in the world--many children--real children--not such children as are hidden away in grave-vaults. That was my vocation. I ought never to have served you--poet. PROFESSOR RUBEK. [Lost in recollection.] Yet those were beautiful days, Irene. Marvellously beautiful days--as I now look back upon them-- IRENE. [Looking at him with a soft expression.] Can you remember a little word that you said--when you had finished--finished with me and with our child? [Nods to him.] Can you remember that little word, Arnold? PROFESSOR RUBEK. [Looks inquiringly at her.] Did I say a little word then, which you still remember? IRENE. Yes, you did. Can you not recall it? PROFESSOR RUBEK. [Shaking his head.] No, I can't say that I do. Not at the present moment, at any rate. IRENE. You took both my hands and pressed them warmly. And I stood there in breathless expectation. And then you said: "So now, Irene, I thank you from my heart. This," you said, "has been a priceless episode for me." PROFESSOR RUBEK. [Looks doubtfully at her.] Did I say "episode"? It is not a word I am in the habit of using. IRENE. You said "episode." PROFESSOR RUBEK. [With assumed cheerfulness.] Well, well--after all, it was in reality an episode. IRENE. [Curtly.] At that word I left you. PROFESSOR RUBEK. You take everything so painfully to heart, Irene. IRENE. [Drawing her hand over her forehead.] Perhaps you are right. Let us shake off all the hard things that go to the heart. [Plucks off the leaves of a mountain rose and strews them on the brook.] Look there, Arnold. There are our birds swimming. PROFESSOR RUBEK. What birds are they? IRENE. Can you not see? Of course they are flamingoes. Are they not rose-red? PROFESSOR RUBEK. Flamingoes do not swim. They only wade. IRENE. Then they are not flamingoes. They are sea-gulls. PROFESSOR RUBEK.
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