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assing illusion, I am to unsettle all my arrangements, and face an intolerable humiliation. The thing is impossible." With vast relief Irene heard him return upon this note, and strike it so violently. She felt no more compunction. The man was finally declared to her, and she could hold her own against him. Her headache had grown fierce; her mouth was dry; shudders of hot and cold ran through her. The struggle must end soon. "I am forgetting hospitality," she said, with sudden return to her ordinary voice. "You would like tea." Arnold waved his hand contemptuously. "No?--Then let us understand each other in the fewest possible words." "Good." He smiled, a smile which seemed to tighten every muscle of his face. "I decline to release you from your promise." She could meet his gaze, and did so as she answered with cold collectedness: "I am very sorry. I think it unworthy of you." "I shall make no change whatever in my arrangements. Our marriage will take place on the day appointed." "That can hardly be, Mr. Jacks, if the bride is not there." "Miss Derwent, the bride will be there!" He was not jesting. All the man's pride rose to assert dominion. The prime characteristic of his nation, that personal arrogance which is the root of English freedom, which accounts for everything best, and everything worst, in the growth of English power, possessed him to the exclusion of all less essential qualities. He was the subduer amazed by improbable defiance. He had never seen himself in such a situation it was as though a British admiral on his ironclad found himself mocked by some elusive little gunboat, newly invented by the condemned foreigner. His intellect refused to acknowledge the possibility of discomfiture; his soul raged mightily against the hint of bafflement. Humour would not come to his aid; the lighter elements of race were ousted; he was solid insolence, wooden-headed self-will. Irene had risen. "I am not feeling quite myself. I have said all there is to be said, and I must beg you to excuse me." "You should have begun by saying that. It is what I insisted upon." "Shall we shake hands, Mr. Jacks?" "To be sure!" "It is good-bye. You understand me? If, after this, you imagine an engagement between us, you have only yourself to blame." "I take the responsibility." He released her hand, and made a stiff bow. "In three days, I shall call." "You will not see me." "Perhaps not. Then
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