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e nature he was dealing with. He was telling her that a further delay might keep them in London for a week; and that he had sent for her mother to come to her. "I must see my mother," she had said, excitedly. The extension of the period named for quitting England made it more imminent m her imagination than when it was a matter of hours. "I must see her." "I have sent for her," said Merthyr, and then pressed Emilia's hand. But she who, without having brooded on complaints of its absence, thirsted for demonstrative kindness, clung to the hand, drawing it, doubled, against her chin. "That is not the reason," she said, raising her full eyes up at him over the unrelinquished hand. "I love the poor Madre; let her come; but I have no heart for her just now. I have seen Wilfrid." She took a tighter hold of his fingers, as fearing he might shrink from her. Merthyr hated mysteries, so he said, "I supposed it must have been so--that night of our return from Penarvon?" "Yes," she murmured, while she read his face for a shadow of a repulsion; "and, my friend, I cannot go to Italy now!" Merthyr immediately drew a seat beside her. He perceived that there would be no access to her reason, even as he was on the point of addressing it. "Then all my care and trouble are to be thrown away?" he said, taking the short road to her feelings. She put the hand that was disengaged softly on his shoulder. "No; not thrown away. Let me be what Merthyr wishes me to be! That is my chief prayer." "Why, then, will you not do what Merthyr wishes you to do?" Emilia's eyelids shut, while her face still fronted him. "Oh! I will speak all out to you," she cried. "Merthyr, my friend, he came to kiss me once, before I have only just understood it! He is going to Austria. He came to touch me for the last time before his hand is red with my blood. Stop him from going! I am ready to follow you:--I can hear of his marrying that woman:--Oh! I cannot live and think of him in that Austrian white coat. Poor thing!--my dear! my dear!" And she turned away her head. It is not unnatural that Merthyr hearing these soft epithets, should disbelieve in the implied self-conquest of her preceding words. He had no clue to make him guess that these were simply old exclamations of hers brought to her lips by the sorrowful contrast in her mind. "It will be better that you should see him," he said, with less of his natural sincerity; so soon are we corru
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