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ng away. Helen and he came to a rupture. It began by her fault, and continued by his. She did not choose to know her own mind, and, in spite of secret warnings from her better judgment, she was driven by curiosity, or by the unhappy restlessness to which her sex are peculiarly subject at odd times, to sound Hazel as to the meaning of a certain epigram that rankled in her. And she did it in the most feminine way, that is to say, in the least direct; whereas the safest way would have been to grasp the nettle, if she could not let it alone. Said she one day, quietly, though with a deep blush: "Do you know Mr. Arthur Wardlaw?" Hazel gave a shiver, and said, "I do." "Do you know anything about him?" "I do." "Nothing to his discredit, I am sure." "If you are sure, why ask me? Do I ever mention his name?" "Perhaps you do, sometimes, without intending it." "You are mistaken. He is in your thoughts, no doubt; but not in mine." "Ought I to forget people entirely, and what I owe them?" "That is a question I decline to go into." "How harshly you speak to me. Is that fair? You know my engagement, and that honor and duty draw me to England; yet I am happy here. You, who are so good and strong, might pity me at least; for I am torn this way and that." And here the voice ceased and the tears began to flow. "I do pity you," said Hazel. "I must pity any one who is obliged to mention honor and duty in the same breath as Arthur Wardlaw." At this time Helen drew back, offended bitterly. _"That_ pity I reject and scorn," said she. "No, I plighted my faith with my eyes open, and to a worthy object. I never knew him blacken any person who was not there to speak for himself, and that is a very worthy trait, in my opinion. The absent are like children; they are helpless to defend themselves." Hazel racked with jealousy, and irritated at this galling comparison, lost his temper for once, and said those who lay traps must not complain if others fall into them. "Traps! Who lay them?" "You did, Miss Rolleston. Did I ever condescend to mention that man's name since we have been on the island? It is you make me talk of him." "Condescend?" "That is the word. Nor will I ever deign to mention him again. If my love had touched your heart, I should have been obliged to mention him, for then I should have been bound to tell you a story in which he is mixed, my own miserable story--my blood boils against the human race
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