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No! No! Nothing. It was only--" "What?" Again Max laughed nervously, but his fingers tightened. "Only this--I have wanted to hear you say that I am your friend--your boy, Max--as I was yesterday and the day before and the day before. Say it! Say it!" His eyes besought Blake's. "What! Tell you you are yourself?" He nodded quickly and seriously. The other looked into his face, and for some unaccountable reason his amusement died away. "What a child it is!" he said kindly; and, putting his hands upon the boy's shoulders, he shook him gently. "Who has been putting notions into your head? Whoever it is, just refer him to me; I'll deal with him." It was Max's turn to laugh. "Ah, but I am better now! I am quite all right now! It was only for the moment!" He made a little sound, half shy, half relieved. "It was, I suppose, as you expected; I tired myself with carrying up these things, and then I still more tired myself with trying to block in my picture, and then--" "Yes, then?" "No more--nothing." "I'm sceptical of that." Max glanced up. "Well, to you I always say the truth. The girl Jacqueline came in and chattered to me, and--" "Oh, ho!" "Do not say that! I cannot bear it." "Nonsense! I'm only teasing you! Though why a little girl with hair like spun silk and skin like ivory--" "Ah! You admire her, then?" "I do vastly--in the abstract." "And what does that mean--in the abstract?" "Oh, I don't know! I suppose it means that if I were a painter I might use her as a model, or if I were a poet I might string a verse to her; but being an ordinary man, it means--well, it means that I don't feel drawn to kiss her. Do you see?" "I see." Max grew thoughtful; he disengaged the hands still lying lightly on his shoulders and walked back to his easel. "You don't a bit! But it doesn't matter! What is it you're doing?" Max, idle before his canvas, did not reply. "_Mon ami?_" he said, irrelevantly. "What?" "Tell me the sort of woman you want to kiss." Blake looked round in surprise. "Well, to begin with, I used the word symbolically. I'm a queer beggar, you know; the kiss means a good deal to me. To me, it's the key to the idealistic as well as the materialistic--the toll at the gateway. I never kiss the light woman." "No?" Max's voice was very low, his hands hung by his sides, the look in his half-veiled eyes was strange. "Then what is she like--the woman you would kiss?"
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