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tters from Ireland," said Durrance, when he had finished. "The rest can wait." Calder held a sheet of paper upon the desk and told Durrance when he was writing on a slant and when he was writing on the blotting-pad; and in this way Durrance wrote to tell Ethne that a sunstroke had deprived him of his sight. Calder took that letter away. But he took it to the hospital and asked for the Syrian doctor. The doctor came out to him, and they walked together under the trees in front of the building. "Tell me the truth," said Calder. The doctor blinked behind his spectacles. "The optic nerve is, I think, destroyed," he replied. "Then there is no hope?" "None, if my diagnosis is correct." Calder turned the letter over and over, as though he could not make up his mind what in the world to do with it. "Can a sunstroke destroy the optic nerve?" he asked at length. "A mere sunstroke? No," replied the doctor. "But it may be the occasion. For the cause one must look deeper." Calder came to a stop, and there was a look of horror in his eyes. "You mean--one must look to the brain?" "Yes." They walked on for a few paces. A further question was in Calder's mind, but he had some difficulty in speaking it, and when he had spoken he waited for the answer in suspense. "Then this calamity is not all. There will be more to follow--death or--" but that other alternative he could not bring himself to utter. Here, however, the doctor was able to reassure him. "No. That does not follow." Calder went back to the mess-room and called for a brandy-and-soda. He was more disturbed by the blow which had fallen upon Durrance than he would have cared to own; and he put the letter upon the table and thought of the message of renunciation which it contained, and he could hardly restrain his fingers from tearing it across. It must be sent, he knew; its destruction would be of no more than a temporary avail. Yet he could hardly bring himself to post it. With the passage of every minute he realised more clearly what blindness meant to Durrance. A man not very clever, as he himself was ever the first to acknowledge, and always the inheritor of the other places,--how much more it meant to him than to the ordinary run of men! Would the girl, he wondered, understand as clearly? It was very silent that morning on the verandah at Wadi Halfa; the sunlight blazed upon desert and river; not a breath of wind stirred the foliage of any bu
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