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"Yes," she said, with a smile, "that's true. I shan't mind its going to the Academy." She sat down again and looked fixedly at the picture, her chin propped in her hand. "Don't you feel," she said, looking up at him with a little childish gesture of confidence, "as if you had stolen something from me?" "Yes," Kendal declared honestly, "I do. I've taken something you didn't intend me to have." "Well, I give it you--it is yours quite freely and ungrudgingly. Don't feel that way any more. You have a right to your divination," she Added bravely. "I would not withhold it if I could. Only--I hope you find _something_ good in it. I think, myself, there is something." Her look was a direct interrogation, and Kendal flinched before it. "Dear creature," he murmured, "you are very true to yourself." "And to you," she pleaded, "always to you too. Has there ever been anything but the clearest honesty between us? Ah, my friend, that is valuable--there are so few people who inspire it." She had risen again, and he found himself shame-facedly holding her hand. His conscience roused itself and smote him mightily. Had there always been this absolute single-mindedness between them? "You make it necessary for me to tell you," he said slowly, "that there is one thing between us you do not know. I saw you at Cheynemouth on the stage." "I know you did," she smiled at him. "Janet Cardiff let it out, by accident I suppose you came, like Mr. Cardiff, because you--disapproved. Then why didn't you remonstrate with me? I've often wondered." Elfrida spoke softly, dreamily. Her happiness seemed very near. Her self-surrender was so perfect and his understanding, as it always had been, so sweet, that the illusion of the moment was cruelly perfect She raised her eyes to Kendal's with an abandonment of tenderness in them that quickened his heart-beats, man that he was. "Tell me, do _you_ want me to give it up--my book--last night I finished it--my ambition?" She was ready with her sacrifice or for the instant; she believed herself to be, and it was not wholly without an effort that he put it away. On the pretence of picking up his palette knife he relinquished her hand. "It is not a matter upon which I have permitted myself a definite opinion," he said, more coldly than he intended, "but for your own sake I should advise it." For her own sake! The room seemed full of the echo of his words. A blank look crossed the g
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