FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   >>  
the sake of--of I don't know what--the pleasure I had in knowing her, I suppose." "It seems to me pretty clear, from this precious communication, that she was quietly reciprocating," Kendal said bluntly. "That doesn't clear me in the least. Besides, when she had made up her mind she had the courage to tell me what she thought; there was some principle in that. I--I admire her for doing it, but I couldn't, myself." "Thank the Lord, no. And I wouldn't be too sure, if I were you, darling, about the unmixed heroism that dictates her letter. I dare say she fancied it was that, but--" Janet's head leaped up from his shoulder. "Now you are unjust to her," she cried. "You don't know Elfrida, Jack. If you think her capable of assuming a motive--" "Well, do you know what I think?" said Kendal, with an irrelevant smile, glancing at the letter in her hand. "I think she has kept a copy." Janet looked at him with reproachful eyes, which nevertheless had the relief of amusement in them. "Don't you?" he insisted. "I--dare say." "And she thoroughly enjoyed writing as she did. The phrases read as if she had rolled them under her tongue. It was a _coup_, don't you see?--and the making of a _coup_, of any kind, at any expense, is the most refined joy which life affords that young woman." "There's sincerity in every line." "Oh, she means what she says. But she found an exquisite gratification in saying it which you cannot comprehend, dear. This letter is a flower of her egotism, as it were--she regards it with natural ecstasy, as an achievement." Janet shook her head. "Oh no, no" she cried miserably. "You can't realize the--the sort of thing there was between us, dear, and how it should have been sacred to me beyond all tampering and cavilling, or it should not have been at all. It isn't that I didn't know all the time that I was disloyal to her, while she thought I was sincerely her friend. I did! And now she has found me out, and it serves me perfectly right--perfectly." Kendal reflected for a moment, and then he brought comfort to her from his last resource. "Of course the intimacy between two girls is a wholly different thing, and I don't know whether the relation between Miss Bell and myself affords any parallel to it--" "Oh, Jack! And I thought--" "What did you think, dearest?" "I thought," said Janet, in a voice considerably muffled by contact with his tweed coat collar, "that you were pe
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   >>  



Top keywords:

thought

 

letter

 

Kendal

 

perfectly

 

affords

 

natural

 

realize

 

miserably

 
achievement
 

ecstasy


collar

 

sincerity

 

contact

 

flower

 

egotism

 

comprehend

 

exquisite

 
gratification
 

tampering

 

moment


relation
 

reflected

 

serves

 

parallel

 

brought

 

comfort

 

intimacy

 

resource

 

dearest

 

wholly


cavilling

 

muffled

 

considerably

 
sacred
 

sincerely

 
friend
 

disloyal

 

amusement

 

wouldn

 

couldn


principle

 
admire
 
fancied
 
leaped
 

shoulder

 

dictates

 
heroism
 

darling

 

unmixed

 

courage