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ise he had seen a deplorable levity of outlook, a fatal lack of decision, an absence of any reasoned plan. He shook his head. "I feel that you of all people, Dona Rita, ought to be told the truth. I don't know exactly what you have at stake." She was rosy like some impassive statue in a desert in the flush of the dawn. "Not my heart," she said quietly. "You must believe that." "I do. Perhaps it would have been better if you. . . " "No, _Monsieur le Philosophe_. It would not have been better. Don't make that serious face at me," she went on with tenderness in a playful note, as if tenderness had been her inheritance of all time and playfulness the very fibre of her being. "I suppose you think that a woman who has acted as I did and has not staked her heart on it is . . . How do you know to what the heart responds as it beats from day to day?" "I wouldn't judge you. What am I before the knowledge you were born to? You are as old as the world." She accepted this with a smile. I who was innocently watching them was amazed to discover how much a fleeting thing like that could hold of seduction without the help of any other feature and with that unchanging glance. "With me it is _pun d'onor_. To my first independent friend." "You were soon parted," ventured Mills, while I sat still under a sense of oppression. "Don't think for a moment that I have been scared off," she said. "It is they who were frightened. I suppose you heard a lot of Headquarters gossip?" "Oh, yes," Mills said meaningly. "The fair and the dark are succeeding each other like leaves blown in the wind dancing in and out. I suppose you have noticed that leaves blown in the wind have a look of happiness." "Yes," she said, "that sort of leaf is dead. Then why shouldn't it look happy? And so I suppose there is no uneasiness, no occasion for fears amongst the 'responsibles.'" "Upon the whole not. Now and then a leaf seems as if it would stick. There is for instance Madame . . ." "Oh, I don't want to know, I understand it all, I am as old as the world." "Yes," said Mills thoughtfully, "you are not a leaf, you might have been a tornado yourself." "Upon my word," she said, "there was a time that they thought I could carry him off, away from them all--beyond them all. Verily, I am not very proud of their fears. There was nothing reckless there worthy of a great passion. There was nothing sad there worthy of a gr
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