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t?' "'_You_ marry!' "'Yes, of course; nothing more evident than that I can and shall.' "'The contrary is evident, Mr. Moore.' "She charmed me in this mood--waxing disdainful, half insulting; pride, temper, derision, blent in her large fine eye, that had just now the look of a merlin's. "'Favour me with your reasons for such an opinion, Miss Keeldar.' "'How will _you_ manage to marry, I wonder?' "'I shall manage it with ease and speed when I find the proper person.' "'Accept celibacy!' (and she made a gesture with her hand as if she gave me something) 'take it as your doom!' "'No; you cannot give what I already have. Celibacy has been mine for thirty years. If you wish to offer me a gift, a parting present, a keepsake, you must change the boon.' "'Take worse, then!' "'How--what?' "I now felt, and looked, and spoke eagerly. I was unwise to quit my sheet-anchor of calm even for an instant; it deprived me of an advantage and transferred it to her. The little spark of temper dissolved in sarcasm, and eddied over her countenance in the ripples of a mocking smile. "'Take a wife that has paid you court to save your modesty, and thrust herself upon you to spare your scruples.' "'Only show me where.' "'Any stout widow that has had a few husbands already, and can manage these things.' "'She must not be rich, then. Oh these riches!' "'Never would you have gathered the produce of the gold-bearing garden. You have not courage to confront the sleepless dragon; you have not craft to borrow the aid of Atlas.' "'You look hot and haughty.' "'And you far haughtier. Yours is the monstrous pride which counterfeits humility.' "'I am a dependant; I know my place.' "'I am a woman; I know mine.' "'I am poor; I must be proud.' "'I have received ordinances, and own obligations stringent as yours.' "We had reached a critical point now, and we halted and looked at each other. _She_ would not give in, I felt. Beyond this I neither felt nor saw. A few moments yet were mine. The end was coming--I heard its rush--but not come. I would dally, wait, talk, and when impulse urged I would act. I am never in a hurry; I never was in a hurry in my whole life. Hasty people drink the nectar of existence scalding hot; I taste it cool as dew. I proceeded: 'Apparently, Miss Keeldar, you are as little likely to marry as myself. I know you have refused three--nay, four--advantageous offers, and, I believe, a fif
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