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had lived. I wish the boy had lived. If you have thought that I wanted all this, you have done me wrong. I have wanted nothing but to have George to live with me. If anybody thinks that I married him because all this might come,--oh, they do not know me." "I know you, Mary." "Then you will not believe that." "I do not believe it. I have never believed it. I know that you are good and disinterested and true of heart. I have loved you dearly and more dearly as I have seen you every day. But Mary, you are fond of what the world calls--pleasure." "Yes," said Mary, after a pause, "I am fond of pleasure. Why not? I hope I am not fond of doing harm to anyone." "If you will only remember how great are your duties. You may have children to whom you may do harm. You have a husband, who will now have many cares, and to whom much harm may be done. Among women you will be the head of a noble family, and may grace or disgrace them all by your conduct." "I will never disgrace them," she said proudly. "Not openly, not manifestly I am sure. Do you think that there are no temptations in your way?" "Everybody has temptations." "Who will have more than you? Have you thought that every tenant, every labourer on the estate will have a claim on you?" "How can I have thought of anything yet?" "Don't be angry with me, dear, if I bid you think of it. I think of it,--more I know than I ought to do. I have been so placed that I could do but little good and little harm to others than myself. The females of a family such as ours, unless they marry, are very insignificant in the world. You who but a few years ago were a little school girl in Brotherton have now been put over all our heads." "I didn't want to be put over anybody's head." "Fortune has done it for you, and your own attractions. But I was going to say that little as has been my power and low as is my condition, I have loved the family and striven to maintain its respectability. There is not, I think, a face on the estate I do not know. I shall have to go now and see them no more." "Why should you go?" "It will probably be proper. No married man likes to have his unmarried sisters in his house." "I shall like you. You shall never go." "Of course I shall go with mamma and the others. But I would have you sometimes think of me and those I have cared for, and I would have you bear in mind that the Marchioness of Brotherton should have more to do than t
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