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r. These were agony to him, feeling as he did more and more how utterly insignificant and helpless he was; but he had one satisfaction to keep him going and make him look forward longingly for the next meeting--paradoxical as it may sound--so as to suffer more agony and despair, for he could plainly see that his mother clung to him now as her only stay, and that she was happiest when he was with her, and begged and prayed of him to come back to her as soon as he possibly could, now that she was so weak and ill. "I believe, my darling," she whispered one evening, "that I should have died if you had not been here." "Yes, my lad," said the Princess's physician to him as well; "you must be with Lady Gowan as much as you can. Her illness is mental, and you can do more for her now than I can. Ha--ha! I shall have to resign my post to you." "Yes," said the boy to himself, "Captain Murray is quite right;" and he went straight to his friend's quarters, as he often did, to give him an account of his mother's state. "Yes, sir," he said; "you were quite right: it would have killed her if I had gone away." "Come, you are beginning to believe in me, Frank. Now I have some news for you." "About Drew Forbes?" cried Frank eagerly. "No; I have made all the inquiries I can, but I can hear nothing of the poor fellow. His father is with yours; but the lad seems to have dropped out of sight, and I have my fears." "Oh, don't say that," cried Frank excitedly; "he was so young." "Yes," said the captain grimly; "but in a fight young and old run equal chances, while in the exposure and suffering of forced marches the young and untried fare worse than the old and seasoned. Drew Forbes was a weak, girlish fellow, all brain and no muscle. I am in hopes, though, that he may have broken down, and be lying sick at some cottage or farmhouse." "Hopes!" cried Frank. "Yes, he may get well with rest. Better than being well and strong, and on his way to suffer by the rope or axe." Frank shuddered. "Now then," cried the captain sharply, to change the conversation; "you found my advice good?" "Yes, yes," said Frank. "Then take some more. Look here, Frank; the doctor and I were talking about you last night, and he is growing very anxious. He said the blade was wearing out the scabbard, and that you were making an old man of yourself." "Not a young one yet," said the boy, smiling sadly. "Never mind that. You'l
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