FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142  
143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   >>   >|  
"Yes, with all my heart--but you know my purse is a light one--more than half of my last dividend is in it, however, and I am sure, John, I shall be happy if it can serve you--especially as that will at least show that your wants are but small ones." "Alas, Clara, if you would help me," said her brother, half repentant of his purpose, "you must draw the neck of the goose which lays the golden eggs--you must lend me the whole stock." "And why not, John," said the simple-hearted girl, "if it will do you a kindness? Are you not my natural guardian? Are you not a kind one? And is not my little fortune entirely at your disposal? You will, I am sure, do all for the best." "I fear I may not," said Mowbray, starting from her, and more distressed by her sudden and unsuspicious compliance, than he would have been by difficulties, or remonstrance. In the latter case, he would have stifled the pangs of conscience amid the manoeuvres which he must have resorted to for obtaining her acquiescence; as matters stood, there was all the difference that there is between slaughtering a tame and unresisting animal, and pursuing wild game, until the animation of the sportsman's exertions overcomes the internal sense of his own cruelty.[I-E] The same idea occurred to Mowbray himself. "By G--," he said, "this is like shooting the bird sitting.--Clara," he added, "I fear this money will scarce be employed as you would wish." "Employ it as you yourself please, my dearest brother," she replied, "and I will believe it is all for the best." "Nay, I am doing for the best," he replied; "at least, I am doing what must be done, for I see no other way through it--so all you have to do is to copy this paper, and bid adieu to bank dividends--for a little while at least. I trust soon to double this little matter for you, if Fortune will but stand my friend." "Do not trust to Fortune, John," said Clara, smiling, though with an expression of deep melancholy. "Alas! she has never been a friend to our family--not at least for many a day." "She favours the bold, say my old grammatical exercises," answered her brother; "and I must trust her, were she as changeable as a weathercock.--And yet--if she should jilt me!--What will you do--what will you say, Clara, if I am unable, contrary to my hope, trust, and expectation, to repay you this money within a short time?" "Do?" replied Clara; "I must do without it, you know; and for saying, I will not
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142  
143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

brother

 

replied

 
Mowbray
 
Fortune
 

friend

 
scarce
 

sitting

 
shooting
 
employed
 

occurred


Employ
 
dearest
 

weathercock

 

changeable

 
grammatical
 

exercises

 
answered
 

unable

 

contrary

 

expectation


smiling

 

expression

 

matter

 

double

 

melancholy

 

favours

 

family

 

dividends

 
resorted
 

golden


simple

 
hearted
 

fortune

 

disposal

 

guardian

 

kindness

 

natural

 

purpose

 

dividend

 

repentant


starting

 

unresisting

 

animal

 

pursuing

 

slaughtering

 
difference
 
internal
 

cruelty

 

overcomes

 

exertions