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n. If you could have seen how his craven spirit cowered beneath my eyes!" "One should not judge by such indications. One cannot but see them and notice them; but one should not judge." "You would have judged had you seen. You could not have helped judging. Nothing, however, can come of it, except this,--that not for all the world would I take his money." "It may be right, Isabel, that all that should be discussed between you and me,--right if you wish it. It will be my delight to think that there shall be no secret between us. But, believe me, dearest, it can have no reference to the question between us." "Not that I should be absolutely penniless?" "Not in the least." "But it will, Mr Owen. In that even my father agrees with me." In this she was no doubt wrong. Her father had simply impressed upon her the necessity of taking the money because of her lover's needs. "I will not be a burden at any rate to you; and as I cannot go to you without being a burden, I will not go at all. What does it matter whether there be a little more suffering or a little less? What does it matter?" "It matters a great deal to me." "A man gets over that quickly, I think." "So does a woman,--if she be the proper sort of woman for getting over her difficulties of that kind. I don't think you are." "I will try." "I won't." This he said, looking full into her face. "My philosophy teaches me to despise the grapes which hang too high, but to make the most of those which come within my reach. Now, I look upon you as being within my reach." "I am not within your reach." "Yes; pardon me for my confidence, but you are. You have confessed that you love me." "I do." "Then you will not be so wicked as to deny to me that which I have a right to demand? If you love me as a woman should love the man who is to become her husband, you have no right to refuse me. I have made good my claim, unless there be other reasons." "There is a reason." "None but such as I have to judge of. Had your father objected, that would have been a reason; or when your uncle disapproved because of the property, that was a reason. As to the money, I will never ask you to take it, unless you can plead that you yourself are afraid of the poverty--." Then he paused, looking at her as though he defied her to say so much on her own behalf. She could not say that, but sat there panting, frightened by his energy. "Nor am I," he continued very gen
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