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dmitted the reason with glorious frankness. "Of course I hate her," she said, with a lift of her sleek brown head, "didn't she usurp my prerogatives at the wedding? The best man belongs, for that evening alone, to the maid of honour--he can't escape it--it is his fate. Common civility should have chained him to my chariot wheels, but with that white-headed Lilith at work on him, with her half-shut eyes, she had him queered before he even saw me. But wait. My turn will come." Flora said to me: "Of course I hate her, because _you_ love her. You love her better than you love me. You have known her longer--that's the only reason! She doesn't care _that_ for you. It's because you are married, and can give her a good time that she pretends to care for you. _I_ know. Oh, you may laugh and think I am jealous or insane or anything you like. Well, then, I _am_ jealous, for I love you better than anybody in the world, and I want you to love me in the same way. I love you better than I love my mother--or my father--or even Artie Beg! And I am jealous of every one you speak to. I am jealous most of all of Aubrey, for you have eyes for no one on earth but him. I could hate him when I think of it." At that I _did_ laugh, but she was a good actress, and said it as if she meant it. Flora always acted as if she knew of my repressed childhood, and of how, all my life, I had thirsted for praise. No matter if it had been put on with a trowel, as hers undoubtedly was, I would have wrapped myself in its tropical warmth and luxuriance, and never paused to quarrel with its effulgence. While dear old Cary let her actions speak, and seldom put her affection for me into words. But she had been on the eve of sailing for a winter in Egypt when my hurried wedding preparations and frantic telegram arrested her. The party sailed without her, and she did not try to follow. And that was only one of the many sacrifices she had made for me, and made without a word, too. She was a girl of thought and of ideas, but unfortunately she was a great heiress, and fortune-hunters had made her suspicious and cynical. Only Aubrey and I knew how glorious she could be when she let herself out and expressed her real self. The first thing Flora did to make me uncomfortable was to pump the Angel about Artie's law-suit. It was so intricate, so long drawn out, and so enormous in its proportions, that it bade fair to resemble the famous J
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