, Katrina.
_Katrina_.
Yes, dear, but are you ill?
_Mary_.
No: let us go home.
_Katrina (to Jean)_.
Come, Jean. Did you not hear her gasp? We must
Be with her on her way home.
_Jean_.
You go then.
I've not lookt half enough at these. Besides--
[MARY _and_ KATRINA _go_.
Well, sir, how dare you speak to girls like that,
When they're alone?
_The Man_.
You needn't be so short;
I guess you're one to take fine care of yourself.
_Jean_.
Yes, and I'ld choose a better-looking man
Than you, my chap, if I wanted company.
_The Man_.
Come this way, you'll see better.
_Jean_.
Impudence!
Who said your arm might be there?
_The Man_.
O, it's all right.
_Jean_.
And what do you think of the rebels now they're dead?
III
_Mary lying awake in bed_.
O let me reason it out calmly! Have I
No stars to take me through this terror, poured
Suddenly, dreadfully, on to my heart and spirit?
Why is it I, of all the world I only
Who must so love against nature? I knew
Always, that not like harbour for a boat,
Not a smooth safety, Love would take my soul;
But like going naked and empty-handed
Into the glitter and hiss of a wild sword-play,
I should fall in love, and in fear and danger:
But a danger of white light, a fear of sharpness
Keen and close to my heart, not as it proves,--
My heart hit by a great dull mace of terror!
* * * * *
So it has come to me, my hope, my wonder!
Now I perceive that I was one of those
Who, till love comes, have breath and beating blood
In one continual question. All the beauty
My happy senses took till now has been
Drugg'd with a fiery want and discontent,
That settled in my soul and lay there burning.
The hills, wearing their green ample dresses
Right in the sky's blue courts, with swerving folds
Along the rigour of their stony sinews--
(Often they garr'd my breath catch and stumble),--
The moon that through white ghost of water went,
Till she was ring'd about with an amber window,--
The summer stars seen winking through dusk leaves;
All the earth's manners and most loveliness,
All made my asking spirit stir within me,
And throb with a question, whose answer is,
(As now I know, but then I did not know)
There is a Man somewhere meant for me.--
And I have seen the face of him for whom
My soul was made!
Ah, somewhere? Where is that?
Have I not dreamt that he is gone away,
Gone ere he loved me? Now
|