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r have left Henry Stanton. She couldn't, evidently, understand why Rose mightn't have done her wifely duty and been content with that. She felt it incumbent on women to demonstrate to men that the new liberties they sought would not, when granted, lead them to disregard the ties that were the essential foundations of Christian society. But Rose belonged to the new generation--a generation that confronted, no doubt, new problems, and would have to solve them for itself. This suited Rose well enough. What she wanted from her mother, anyway, was just the old look of love and trust and confidence. And she got that abundantly. The thing she wanted from Portia she didn't get. As long as any one else was by--her mother, or Miss French in charge of the twins--she and Portia chatted easily, on the best of terms. But, left alone with her--as it seemed to Rose she actually took pains not to be--Portia's manner took on that old ironic aloofness that had always silenced her when she was a girl. She made at last a resolute effort to break through. "One of the things I came out for," she said, "was to talk to you--talk it all out with you. I want to know what sort of job you think I've made of it." "You've evidently made a good job of the costume business," said Portia. "I read that little article about you in _Vanity_ about a month ago. That didn't seem to leave much doubt as to who's who." "I don't mean that," said Rose. "I mean what sort of job of it altogether; of the--of the life that's yours as well as mine." She stopped there and waited, but all the assent she got from Portia was that she forbore to change the subject. They were sitting in the study which her mother had just abandoned for her afternoon nap, and Portia had busied herself sorting over the litter of papers her mother's activities always left. "I want to tell you all about it," Rose said. "I'd like to tell you every smallest thing about it, if it were possible, so that you could--remember it as I do." She tried to do this; to give her sister--not a narrative (her letters, after all, had put Portia in possession of the outlines of the story)--but at least an interpretation of it that would go to the bottom; things she couldn't write in her letters, the actuating desires and hopes that lay behind the things she'd done. But the attempt collapsed. She was talking in a vacuum. Her phrases grew more disjointed until she felt that they were meaningless.
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