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ng star was up, it seemed to tremble more than usual; he knew he should not see it set, it would go out in its place, because the dawn came so early. He knew it was Emily. "Only one thing could have brought her," he said in his dull tone, and aloud. "The end is come." But no, she was at his side. Oh what a sweet tone! So clear and thrilling, and not sad. "The darling is just as usual, and I have brought you some coffee; drink it, dear John, and then come in and take some rest." "No," he answered in a low tone, husky and despairing. She made out that he was sitting on the wooden bench his boys had carved for him. It had only been placed there a few days, and was finished with an elbow, on which he was leaning his arm. It was too low to give him much support. She came to his side, the few trembling stars in the sky gave scarcely any light. Standing thus, and looking at the same view that was before him, she saw the lighted windows of the children, Johnnie's, little Bertram's, and Anastasia's. Three or four stars trembling near the horizon were southing fast. One especially bright and flickering was about, it was evident, in a few minutes to set; as far as she could see, John was gazing at it. She hoped he was not linking with it any thought of the little tender life so likely also to set. She spoke to him again in tones of gentle entreaty, "Take this cup, dear John." "I cannot," he answered. "Cannot!" she said, and she stooped nearer, but the dimness hid his face. "No; and something within me seems to be failing." There was that in the trembling frame and altered voice that impressed her strangely. What was failing? Had the springs of life been so strained by suffering that there was danger lest they should break? Emily did not know; but everything seemed to change for her at that moment. It was little to her that he should discover her love for him now; but he would not, or, if he did, he was past caring, and he had been almost forgotten by those about him, though his danger was as great as that of any. He had been left to endure alone. She lifted the cup to his lips, and thought of nothing, and felt nothing, but the one supreme desire to console and strengthen. "She will die, Emily," he found voice enough to say when the cup was empty; "and I cannot survive her." "Yes, you can; but I hope she will not die, dear John. Why should she live so long, to die after all?" She leaned toward him, and
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