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y may agree with the others. They will take up all opinions one after the other." "You are a revolutionary then because you are discouraged?" said Clerambault, laughing. "There are plenty like that among us." "Gillot came out of the war more optimistic than he went in." "Gillot is the forgetful sort, but I don't envy him that," said Moreau bitterly. "But you ought not to upset him," said Clerambault. "Gillot needs all the help you can give him." "Help from me?" said Moreau incredulously. "He is not naturally strong, and if you would make him so, you must let him see that you believe in him." "Do you think belief comes by willing to have it?" "You know whether that is true! No, I think, is the answer. Belief comes through love." "By love of those who believe?" "Is it not always through love, and only in that way, that we learn to trust?" Moreau was touched; he had been a clever youth, eaten up by the craving for knowledge, and like the rest of his class, he had suffered for lack of brotherly affection. True human intercourse is banished from the education of today, but this vital sentiment, hitherto repressed, had revived in the trenches, filled with living, suffering flesh thrown together. At first it was hard to let oneself go; the general hardening, the fear of sentimentality or of ridicule, tended to put barriers between hearts; but when Moreau was laid up, his sheath of pride began to give way, and Clerambault had little difficulty in breaking through it. The best thing about this man was that false pride melted before him, for he had none of his own; people showed to him as he to them their real selves, their weakness and their troubles, which we are taught to hide from a silly idea of self-respect. Moreau had unconsciously learned to recognise at the front the superiority of men who were his social inferiors, brother-soldiers or "Non-Coms." Among these he had been much drawn to Gillot. He was glad that Clerambault should have appealed to him on behalf of his friend, for his secret wish always was to be of some use to another man. At the next opportunity Clerambault whispered to Gillot that he ought to be optimistic for two, and cheer Moreau up; and thus each found help in the need of helping the other, according to the great principle of life: "Give, and it shall be given unto you." No matter in what time one lives, nor what misfortunes overtake one, all is not lost as long as t
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