FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   >>  
to her who had left him thus to solitude and shame. For deep down below his stubborn anger it was shame that the Squire felt--shame that he should have to shun his neighbours, lest they should ask him questions which, for his own good name and his own pride, he must answer with a lie; shame that he should not be master in his own house--still more, shame that anyone should see that he was not. To be sure, he did not know that he felt shame, being unused to introspection, having always kept it at arm's length. For he always meditated concretely, as, for instance, when he looked up and did not see his wife at breakfast, but saw Bester making coffee, he thought, 'That fellow knows all about it, I shouldn't wonder!' and he felt angry for thinking that. When he saw Mr. Barter coming down the drive he thought, 'Confound it! I can't meet him,' and slipped out, and felt angry that he had thus avoided him. When in the Scotch garden he came on Jackman syringing the rose-trees, he said to him, "Your mistress has gone to London," and abruptly turned away, angry that he had been obliged by a mysterious impulse to tell him that: So it was, all through that long, sad day, and the only thing that gave him comfort was to score through, in the draft of his will, bequests to his eldest son, and busy himself over drafting a clause to take their place: "Forasmuch as my eldest son, George Hubert, has by conduct unbecoming to a gentleman and a Pendyce, proved himself unworthy of my confidence, and forasmuch as to my regret I am unable to cut the entail of my estate, I hereby declare that he shall in no way participate in any division of my other property or of my personal effects, conscientiously believing that it is my duty so to do in the interests of my family and of the country, and I make this declaration without anger." For, all the anger that he was balked of feeling against his wife, because he missed her so, was added to that already felt against his son. By the last post came a letter from General Pendyce. He opened it with fingers as shaky as his brother's writing. "ARMY AND NAVY CLUB. "DEAR HORACE, "What the deuce and all made you send that telegram? It spoiled my breakfast, and sent me off in a tearing hurry, to find Margery perfectly well. If she'd been seedy or anything I should have been delighted, but there she was, busy about her dresses and what not, and I dare say she thought me a lunatic for coming at t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   >>  



Top keywords:

thought

 

breakfast

 

coming

 
Pendyce
 
eldest
 

solitude

 
believing
 

missed

 

personal

 

effects


conscientiously
 

family

 

balked

 

feeling

 

declaration

 
country
 

interests

 

division

 

forasmuch

 
regret

unable

 
confidence
 

unworthy

 

conduct

 

unbecoming

 

gentleman

 

proved

 
entail
 

participate

 

estate


declare

 

property

 

Margery

 

perfectly

 

tearing

 

spoiled

 

lunatic

 

dresses

 

delighted

 

telegram


opened

 

fingers

 

brother

 

General

 

Hubert

 

letter

 
writing
 

HORACE

 

Forasmuch

 

thinking