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xiously, "you have never repented what you did about Lord Ravenel?" "No--not once. It cost me so much, that I know it was right to be done." "But if things had been otherwise--if you had not been so sure of Maud's feelings--" He started, painfully; then answered--"I think I should have done it still." I was silent. The paramount right, the high prerogative of love, which he held as strongly as I did, seemed attacked in its liberty divine. For the moment, it was as if he too had in his middle-age gone over to the cold-blooded ranks of harsh parental prudence, despotic paternal rule; as if Ursula March's lover and Maud's father were two distinct beings. One finds it so, often enough, with men. "John," I said, "could you have done it? could you have broken the child's heart?" "Yes, if it was to save her peace, perhaps her soul, I could have broken my child's heart." He spoke solemnly, with an accent of inexpressible pain, as if this were not the first time by many that he had pondered over such a possibility. "I wish, Phineas, to make clear to you, in case of--of any future misconceptions--my mind on this matter. One right alone I hold superior to the right of love,--duty. It is a father's duty, at all risks, at all costs, to save his child from anything which he believes would peril her duty--so long as she is too young to understand fully how beyond the claim of any human being, be it father or lover, is God's claim to herself and her immortal soul. Anything which would endanger that should be cut off--though it be the right hand--the right eye. But, thank God, it was not thus with my little Maud." "Nor with him either. He bore his disappointment well." "Nobly. It may make a true nobleman of him yet. But, being what he is, and for as long as he remains so, he must not be trusted with my little Maud. I must take care of her while I live: afterwards--" His smile faded, or rather was transmuted into that grave thoughtfulness which I had lately noticed in him, when, as now, he fell into one of his long silences. There was nothing sad about it; rather a serenity which reminded me of that sweet look of his boyhood, which had vanished during the manifold cares of his middle life. The expression of the mouth, as I saw it in profile--close and calm--almost inclined me to go back to the fanciful follies of our youth, and call him "David." We drove through Norton Bury, and left Mrs. Edwin t
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