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t, drab, smeared walls had the splendor of the afternoon sun upon them; the cheap chairs, the improvised altar, the temporary gilt ark behind it--the long gray beards of the patriarchs, the wan faces of the fasting children--everything, children--everything, every one had been gradually drenched in the glory that poured through the windows. It was the setting sun upon Israel--and Israel prayed and sang in the gold of it. * * * * * I went back to college the next day. Mr. Richards and I had breakfast together, so that we might say slowly and easily the last things that were to be said. "I'm glad you're going to finish it out," he began. "You've proved what I once told you; that college isn't all child's play. Some things about it are, of course." He paused a moment, a little embarrassed. "Trevelyan phoned me last night, after you'd gone to bed." "Yes? About me?" "Well, in a way. He'd just come from one of our fraternity meetings. He wanted to tell me that, when you are back, they will probably offer you an election." "What? To your fraternity?" "Yes." He paused and watched me amusedly. "It doesn't seem to thrill you." I smiled back at him. "No, not the way I would have in freshman year." "Yes--that's how I thought you'd feel. You needn't be afraid of hurting my feelings--or Trevelyan's, either--by declining. They're a little too late, aren't they?" "Oh, it isn't that. I don't want them to think me ungrateful, you see--but I've passed that stage. There are so many other things for me to care about, now." I was thinking of Frank Cohen's remark about the number of Jewish underclassmen who wanted counsel, leadership--and, now more than ever, I was sure of myself. "I understand," said Mr. Richards, shaking my hand at parting. "Good luck to you--or better still, good faith to you! A man's work and a man's God--you've found them at last." * * * * * That night, in my room at college, I found on the mantle shelf the big, brass, seven-branched candlestick which I had seen in the room of the class president. It was Fred's gift to me. And, thinking of those years, I lit the seven candles, one by one, and watched them struggle feebly, desperately, until all of them were calm and bright, their flicker ended--until the Menorah, with its uplifted arms, and all the little space about it, shone with a radiance that was firm and beautiful.
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