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nd a book, to wander away across the lawn to the gate in the ring fence, and then along the path at the edge of the beech wood, ostensibly to find a seat in the shade of one of the great spreading trees, and have a calm, quiet read. But ere she had gone a couple of hundred yards the fever in her blood and the throbbing of her temples told her that the idea of calm and rest was the merest farce. She had hailed the departure of the gentlemen for Paris, as they had said, as a relief from the quiet, insidious siege laid to her by James Clareborough, who rarely spoke but on the most commonplace topics, and was always coldly polite; but there were moments when she met his eyes and read plainly enough that his intentions were unaltered, and that sooner of later he would again begin to make protestations of his love. Her position seemed harder than she could bear. His wife hated her with a bitter, jealous hatred, but she was too much crushed down and afraid of her fierce lord to show her dislike more openly, though there were times when she seemed ready to break out into open reproach. "Oh, if I could only end it all!" thought Marion again and again. "Will Rob never break with them? "Never," she said to herself, despairingly; "they would never let him go. And yet surely the world is wide enough, and somewhere surely he might find peace. "No, he would never settle down to another life. It is fate. There is neither peace nor happiness now for me." She had wandered on for quite a mile before, feeling hot and wearied, she seated herself on one of the great gnarled mossy buttresses of a beech and leaned her head upon her hand, thinking of him whom she could not keep out of her thoughts, but still only in despair. Then her thoughts turned once more to James Clareborough, and, brave and firm as she was, a thrill of horror ran through her at the dread which oppressed her and set her heart throbbing wildly. What if this Parisian journey was only a ruse and James Clareborough were back on purpose to try and gain a meeting with her while her brother was not by her side? The thought was horrible, and it grew more intense, her cheeks flushing and then growing ghastly white from her emotion. "What madness to come out here alone!" she thought. "He would have been watching for me, and be ready to read it as an invitation." She looked round wildly, and started as a sharp tap was heard close at hand. "Am I growi
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