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ain. "That I should give up my child,--my first-born child, my little delicate boy, who has never been parted from me. Was it ever heard of that a mother was asked to give up her child?" "They have done it," he said,--"you must know that,--when a higher claim came in." "Is there any higher claim? Every other is at our own choice, but this is nature. God made it. It cannot change. There may be other--other"--she faltered, her voice grew choked,--"but only one mother," she said. "Other--other?" he cried. "What? To me there has been but one, as you know. I have put all my chances in one. God made it? Has not God made you and me one?--whom God has joined together--" "Oh, Theo." She got up and came towards him, holding out her hands. "One, to bear each other's burdens, to help each other; not to go against nature, to abandon what is the first of duties. Theo! oh, help me; do not make it impossible, do not rend me in two! What can I say to you? Theo!" She tottered in her weakness; her limbs were not strong enough to support her. But Warrender made no forward step. He did not take the hands she held out to him. He had to be firm. It was now or never, he said to himself. "If we are ever to live happily together the sacrifice must be made. I don't want to hurt you, Frances. If I seem harsh, it is for our good, the good of both of us. Make up your mind. Can any one doubt what is your first duty? It is to me. It is I that must settle what our life is to be. It is you who must yield and obey. Are you not my wife? Spare yourself farther pain, and me," he went on, with all the absolute and cruel sincerity of youth. He made it up in his own mind that this was the right thing to do, and steeled himself to resist the appeal of her weakness, to see her flutter back to the hard bench, and drop down there, unsupported, unaided. It was for the best, it was for her good, to put things on a right footing at once and for always. After this, never a harsh word, never an opposition, more. Her husband thus having her to himself, standing before her, magisterial, coldly setting down what her duty was, enforcing obedience,--he who little more than a year ago---- She wavered back to her bare seat alone, and sat there, looking up at him till his peroration came to an end. In these few minutes many things flew through Lady Markland's thoughts,--unspeakable offence, revolt against the unlovely duty presented to her, a sudden fierce indigna
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