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be I'll be more of a real person doing that than anything else I know. But this road business is a necessary thing. Bloomfield needs a good road--all the way into the city. Something to put her on the map. Maybe with a good road we can get somewhere." Speaking out the idea seemed to crystallize it. He began to enthuse a little over it inwardly. "Mightn't be so bad. Might buy back the old place even, some day. Jenkins is not makin' too much speed with it, I hear." Mary Louise leaned forward toward him. "Oh, Joe, I wish you would," she said. "I've been thinking a lot here lately and it seems to me it's just as essential for real men to settle and live in places like Bloomfield as anywhere else. Big people should spread their influence. Why should they all cluster in little knots and bunches like the cities? I think there's a better chance to grow--here. I really do." She turned away and sat with her chin on her hands, her face averted. Joe, carried momentarily away with the thought, did not notice her agitation; moreover, it was quite dark in the summerhouse, with only odds and ends of moonlight slipping through the roof. And he did not answer her, but sat thinking. "I'm going to," she continued after a bit, her voice sounding somewhat broken and muffled against her open hand. "Goin' to what?" "Going to stay here and see what I can make out of it." She was groping for his friendship and he did not know it. A new line of thought had been stimulated and it brought up very pleasing pictures. After all, what could be better than a respectable life on a farm producing things, seeing the direct results of the work of his own hands, establishing his very own identity? By contrast, how much better than working for someone else, furnishing the effort while someone else worked out the plans, losing his identity completely in an economic machine? He could start modestly, pay off as he went, out of the profits. And meantime, he could be living--real life. Only first he must get a little money to make a start on. He realized Mary Louise had spoken, paused in his thought and then remembered. "Oh--yeah. Don't know but what it's about the best thing to do. Might try it myself--soon's I can get enough money together." She made no reply and he watched her dim profile. Her head drooped quite dejectedly. There was a little splash of moonlight on her cheek; tendrils of her hair curled about the line of her neck. "She's had
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