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ey pay the school. And I shall get other chances, Mr. Coates says, and--oh, Cousin Julia, I don't dare tell you--you don't"--there was a catch in her voice--"you don't sympathize. You were so different! And now you're just like--well, almost as bad as the others." Miss Pritchard drew the little rose-colored figure close. "Yes, I do sympathize, dear little cousin," she said, "only----" She could not go on. And they went the rest of the way in silence. It was the first time that anything, recognized by both of them, had come between them. As the excitement that had buoyed her up for the evening began to die away, Elsie's heart was like a stone. Later it would ache. She wondered rather drearily how it would be after she was in bed. Even now she recognized something that would have been absurd if it weren't so terribly serious. To think of her demanding sympathy from Cousin Julia--of appearing almost aggrieved not to receive it--she who should be cowering beneath her scorn! How was it that she should so forget, should feel and act as if everything were true--and square? It was being on the stage, she supposed, a real actress at last. At last! Why, it was almost _at first_. Who had ever been so fortunate as she! To be on the stage in New York well within a year of her first entering the city! And only to think that this might have been the last night of her engagement! How terrible that seemed now! How would she ever live without the evening to look forward to? How blissful to have another week before her--six more appearances before that vast, applauding throng! How happily would she go to sleep tonight to the music of the lullaby of the thought: "Another week at the Merry Nickel, another week at the Merry Nickel! Bliss! Bliss! Bliss!" And yet it wasn't at all a blissful face which Miss Pritchard bore in memory to her own room that night after she had kissed Elsie, put out the light, and opened the windows. Since the girl had been at the theatre, Miss Pritchard had dropped into the habit of going in to her the last thing every night and tucking her in as if she had been a child. For somehow she had seemed, since striking out into professional life, only the more a child, more innocent, more appealingly youthful, more than ever to be sheltered and guarded. She had tried her wings, it is true; she believed she had proved them (and perchance she had!); but more than ever was she a precious an
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