FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  
ildred doing everything in her pretty power to break it up. She might just as well, he believed, try to put out the hearth fire with the bellows. With her daughter she became motherly and admonitory in her official third person. "Mother wants only your happiness; you know that, dear." "Well, then, there's nothing to worry about," said Honor, comfortably, "for you want me to be happy and I can't be happy unless it's with Jimsy, so you'll have to want me to have Jimsy, Muzzie!" "Mother wants real happiness for you, Honor, genuine, lasting happiness. That's why she wants you to be sure. And you cannot possibly be sure at your age." "Yes, I can, Muzzie," said Honor, patiently. "Surer than sure. Why,--haven't I always had Jimsy,--ever since I can remember? _Before_ I can remember? He's part of everything that's ever happened to me. I can't imagine what things would be like without him. _I won't imagine it!_" Her eyes darkened and her mouth grew taut. "But you'll promise Mother to keep it a secret? You'll promise me faithfully?" "Of course, Muzzie, if you want me to, but I can't see what difference it makes. I'll never be any surer than I am now,--and I can't ever know Jimsy any better than I do now. Why"--she laughed--"it isn't as if I had fallen in love at eighteen, with a new person, some one I'd just met, or some one I'd known only a little while, like Carter! If I felt like this about Carter I'd think it was reasonable to 'wait' and be 'sure.'" She was aware of a new expression on her mother's lovely face and interpreted it in her own fashion. "I'm sorry if you don't like our telling Carter, Muzzie. We did it before you asked us not to, you know. He's always with us and I'm sure he'd have found out, anyway." She smiled. "Carter's funny about it. He acts--amused--as if he were years and years older, and we were babies playing in a sand box or making mud pies." It was clear that his amusement amused her, just as her mother's admonition amused her: nothing annoyed or disturbed her,--her serenity was too deep for that. Her fine placidity was lighted now with an inner flame, but she was very quiet about her happiness; she was not very articulate in her joy. "Mother cannot let you go about unchaperoned with Jimsy, Honor. People would very soon suspect----" "I don't think they would, Muzzie," said Honor, calmly. "None of the other mothers are so particular, you know. Most of the girls go on walks and rides alo
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Muzzie
 
happiness
 

Mother

 

Carter

 

amused

 

promise

 

imagine

 

remember

 

person

 
mother

smiled
 

expression

 

reasonable

 

interpreted

 

fashion

 
telling
 

lovely

 

disturbed

 
People
 

suspect


unchaperoned

 

articulate

 

calmly

 

mothers

 
making
 

babies

 

playing

 

amusement

 

placidity

 

lighted


serenity
 
admonition
 
annoyed
 

comfortably

 

genuine

 
patiently
 

possibly

 

lasting

 

official

 
admonitory

ildred

 
pretty
 

believed

 

daughter

 

motherly

 
bellows
 
hearth
 
difference
 

laughed

 
fallen