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tely air, fixing upon me her dark gazelle-like eyes. "`Do you,' said she, in a slow and solemn tone of voice, `do you remember the conversation which we had upon our respective creeds? Do you recollect how you pointed out to me your authorities and your reasons for your faith, and your sincere belief that the Messiah had already come?' "`I do, Miriam,' replied I; `but not with any view to interfere with your non-belief; it was only to uphold by argument my own.' "`I do not say nay to that; I believe you,' said Miriam, `nevertheless, I have that in my vest which, if it was known to my father or brother, would cause them to dash me to the earth, and to curse me in the name of the great Jehovah;' and she pulled out of her vest a small copy of the New Testament. `This is the book of your creed; I have searched and compared it with our own; I have found the authorities; I have read the words of the Jews who have narrated the history and the deeds of Jesus of Nazareth, and--I am a _Christian_.' "It may appear strange, but I assure you, sir, you cannot imagine the pain I felt when Miriam thus acknowledged herself a convert to our faith: to say to her that I was sorry for it would have argued little for my Christian belief; but when I reflected upon the pain and disgrace it would bring upon her family, and that I should be the cause, I was dreadfully shocked. I could only reply, `Miriam, I wish that we had never met!' "`I know what your feelings are but too well,' replied she; `but we have met, and what is done cannot be undone. I, too, when I think of my relations, am torn with anxiety and distress; but what is now my duty? If I am, and I declare, not only by the great Jehovah, but by the crucified Messiah, that I am a sincere believer in your creed, must I shrink--must I conceal it on account of my father and my brother? Does not He say, "Leave all and follow me!" Must I not add my feeble voice in acknowledgement of the truth, if I am to consider myself a Christian? Must not my avowal be public? Yes, it must be, and it shall be! Can you blame me?' "`Oh, no! I dare not blame you,' replied I; `I only regret that religious differences should so mar the little happiness permitted to us in this world, and that neither Jew nor Christian will admit what our Saviour has distinctly declared--that there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek, or Gentile. I see much misery in this, and I cannot help regret
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