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obeyed. I looked around, and saw my fellow-men, Created by the same Almighty hand; A higher destiny was granted them-- To rule the earth, obeying His command. And, as I looked, the vision grew less bright, And only through the darkness could I see That, in their power and God-given might, Men ruled, fulfilling half their Lord's decree. Here was much chaos and confusion still; And here no perfect concord seemed to be. Each lived as best accorded with his will: Men ruled, all heedless of their Lord's decree. And, as I looked, deep sorrow filled my heart; "Oh man!" I cried, "in God's own image made, Shall sun, and moon, and trees, all do their part, And thou alone fall short and retrograde? "Thou--greatest of all God's created things! Thou--ruler, by His order, of the earth! Shake off thy sin, and, on aspiring wings, Rise! and be worthy of thy glorious birth." I cried; and from the darkness forth there came A voice, which said in harsh and mocking tone: "Dost thou possess so undefiled a name, Art thou, amongst thy fellows, good alone, "That thou shouldst vilify thy fellow-men? Thou art not innocent nor free from guile-- Thou too art man. Go, nor return again, Sinful, thy fellow-sinners to revile." It ceased. But, as I turned to join the strife, In milder accents spake that voice again: "An humble heart, a pure and useful life-- And not vain words--will raise thy fellow-men." III. THE HIDDEN PURPOSE. I was weary and faint with temptation and trial, For the prayers I had made had but met with denial, And the slow-coming doubt, which had once hardly found In my heart a mean place, was now strong and profound. And my soul was in anguish, for suffering keen, And intense disappointment, too often had been New prepared for my portion, till now, as I lay By new sorrow re-stung, all my faith passed away. Then a curse on my lips rose, and darkly I swore That the God who had led me should lead me no more; His existence was doubtful, but, if He should be, He had been but a God of vindiction to me. So I vowed that henceforward the path that I trod Should be chosen by me, and not ordered by God; And relief seemed to greet my resolve as I lay, All in sleeplessness, waiting the breaking of day. But as quiet I lay, and thought o'er my decision, All my wakefulness passed, and I saw in a vision, By my side standing closely, an Angel of Light, Clothed in shining
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