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ave Mercer," she said, simply. In his despairing confusion, he sat down on the little bowlegged sofa and looked at her; Lily, sitting beside him, put her hand on his--which quivered at the touch. "Don't you worry! I'd never play you any mean trick. You treated me good, and I'll never treat you mean; I 'ain't forgot the way you handed it out to Batty! I'll never let on to anybody. Say--I believe you're afraid I'll try a hold-up on you some day? Why, Mr. Curtis, _I_ wouldn't do a thing like that--no, not for a million dollars! Look here; if it will make you easy in your mind, I'll put it down in writing; I'll say it _ain't_ yours! Will that make you easy in your mind?" Her kind eyes were full of anxious pity for him. "I'll do anything for you, but I won't give up my baby." She was trying to help him! He was so angry and so frightened that he felt sick at his stomach; but he knew that she was trying to help him! "You see," she explained, "the first one died; now I'm going to have another, and you bet I'm going to have things nice for her! I'm going to buy a parlor organ. And I'll have her learned to play. It's going to be a girl. Oh, won't I dress her pretty! But I'll never come down on you about her. Now, don't you worry." The generosity of her! She'd "put it down in writing"! "I _told_ Uncle Henry she was white," he thought. But in spite of her whiteness his blue eyes were wide with horror; all those plans, of Lily in another city, and an unacknowledged child, in still another city--for of course _it_ could not be in Mercer any more than Lily could!--all these safe arrangements faded into a swift vision of Lily, in this apartment, with _it_! Lily, meeting him on the street!--a flash of imagination showed him Lily, pushing a baby carriage! For just a moment sheer terror made that dead Youth of his stir. "You can't keep it!" he said again, hoarsely; "I tell you, I won't allow it! I'll look after it. _But I won't have it here!_ And I won't ever see you." "You needn't," she said, reassuringly; "and I'll never bother you. That ain't me!" He was dumb. "An' look," she said, cheerfully; "honest, it's better for you. What would you do, looking after a little girl? Why, you couldn't even curl her hair in the mornings!" Maurice shuddered. "And I'll never ask you for a cent, if you can just make it convenient to help me in February?" "Of course I'll help you," he said; then, suddenly, his anger fell into despair.
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