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just that peril, did you not?" "I suppose I did." "Oh, what a clod I was! I used to hear you cough night after night, and I would mutter, 'Poor Madge!' and go to sleep. To think that you might have suffered as this girl is suffering! I never realized it before, yet I thought I did. I can't tell you how my whole nature rebels at it all, and pious talk about resignation in the presence of such scenes fairly makes me grind my teeth;" and his brow blackened like night in his mental revolt, and his eyes were sternly fixed in honest, indignant arraignment of the Power he did not scruple to defy, though so impotent to resist. Madge brushed away her tears, and watched him earnestly for a moment. In that confused instant she exulted in the strong, generous, kindly manhood that would not cringe even to omnipotence when apparently cruel. She said, gently, "Graydon, you are condemning God." "I can't help it," he began, impetuously, "that is, such a God--" She put her hand over his mouth. "I like you better for your words," she continued, "but please don't talk so any more. Let what you have said apply to 'such a God--' I know what you mean, but there is no such being in existence. Let me finish my story. We have had too many interruptions, and this secluded road has an end. I won't try to explain my faith. What happened may make it clearer to you. Well, Tilly gradually grew quieter, and at last slept. The tired mother was sleeping also, and I sat at the window just as you imagined, my thoughts sad and questioning, to say the least At last I saw that Tilly was awake, and looking at me with something like interest and curiosity. I went to her and asked if I could do anything. "She said, in her slow, feeble way, 'I thought I knew every one about here, but I don't remember to have seen you before.' "Then I told her who I was, and that her mother was in the next room. "'You are very kind,' she said. 'And you are from the hotel. Isn't it a little strange?' "'It should not be,' I replied, and explained how I came to stay, adding, 'Don't talk any more. You are not strong enough.' "With a quiet smile that astonished me, she said, 'It won't make any difference, Miss Alden; I shall never be any better, or, rather, I shall soon be well. My mind seems growing clearer, and I'd like to talk a little. It is strange to see a young girl here. Are you strong and well?' "'Yes, very strong, and very glad to help your mother
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