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so that loss of innocence would be less terrifying than separation from him--no sooner did he perceive this, than he candidly told her he "could never make her his wife." At the same time he lamented "the difference of their births, and the duty he owed his parents' hopes," in terms so pathetic to her partial ear, that she thought him a greater object of compassion in his attachment even than herself; and was now urged by pity to remove the cause of his complainings. One evening Henry accidentally passed the lonely spot where William and she constantly met; he observed his cousin's impassioned eye, and her affectionate yet fearful glance. William, he saw, took delight in the agitation of mind, in the strong apprehension mixed with the love of Agnes. This convinced Henry that either he or himself was not in love; for his heart told him he would not have beheld such emotions of tenderness, mingled with such marks of sorrow, upon the countenance of Rebecca, for the wealth of the universe. The first time he was alone with William after this, he mentioned his observation on Agnes's apparent affliction, and asked "why her grief was the result of their stolen meetings." "Because," replied Williams, "her professions are unlimited, while her manners are reserved; and I accuse her of loving me with unkind moderation, while I love her to distraction." "You design to marry her, then?" "How can you degrade me by the supposition?" "Would it degrade you more to marry her than to make her your companion? To talk with her for hours in preference to all other company? To wish to be endeared to her by still closer ties?" "But all this is not raising her to the rank of my wife." "It is still raising her to that rank for which wives alone were allotted." "You talk wildly! I tell you I love her; but not enough, I hope, to marry her." "But too much, I hope, to undo her?" "That must be her own free choice--I make use of no unwarrantable methods." "What are the warrantable ones?" "I mean, I have made her no false promises; offered no pretended settlement; vowed no eternal constancy." "But you have told her you love her; and, from that confession, has she not reason to expect every protection which even promises could secure?" "I cannot answer for her expectations; but I know if she should make me as happy as I ask, and I should then forsake her, I shall not break my word." "Still she will be deceived,
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