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an. "Jean Laparde! Jean Laparde! _Vive_ Jean Laparde!" She could not see any more. Her eyes were blinded with tears now, and they were proud tears, and they were glad tears, and they were wondering tears that she could not comprehend herself. Jean's beacon! Had the _bon Dieu_ permitted her to be that in a little way, given it to her to have helped just a little, to have had just a little share in bringing Jean to this great moment, this wonderful triumph? Jean's beacon! How vividly that scene of the years ago came back, when she had told Jean he did not belong to her--and reliving that scene, here in the presence of its great fulfilment, she spoke aloud unconsciously. "It is true! He does not belong to me. He belongs to France!" And Father Anton, because he did not understand, because it seemed that the disillusionment must have been so much more complete and so much more cruel and hard to bear than he had feared it would be, and because her renunciation was accepted so bravely, turned away his head and did not answer. And Marie-Louise's fingers closed in a tense, involuntary pressure over Father Anton's hand--and she spoke again. "He belongs to France!" And then, after another moment: "Take me--back now--Father Anton, please." -- II -- 26 RUE VANITAIRE Myrna Bliss tapped petulantly with the toe of her small shoe on the floor of the limousine, glanced at the diamond-encircled bracelet watch on her wrist, remarked more or less abstractedly that it was a minute or so after five o'clock, and stared through the plate glass windows at the backs of her liveried chauffeur and footman. The reception of the night before had, so far as she was concerned, been marked by two incidents, which, at the present moment, were very fully occupying her thoughts. It had required all her tact and ingenuity to avert a declaration from Paul Valmain, which would have been a disaster, because any declaration was a disaster until that moment arrived when one reached the point where one began to fear that horrible word "passee" and it became necessary to accept the inevitable--and marry. A declaration, as any one could see, whether it was accepted or refused, had its consequences--one's proprietorship in a man became either restricted to that one man alone, which in turn was very like locking one's self in a cage and handing over the key; or it was lost altogether. And Paul Valmain was almost as much ru
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