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that the question seemed quite natural. I daresay you have seen Guido in your visions, too, when you believed that you cared for him!" "Never!" Cecilia could hardly speak just then. "Poor Guido! that was a natural question too. Since you used to see a mere acquaintance, like myself, and fancy that you were----" "Stop!" "----that you were talking familiarly with him," continued Lamberti unmoved, "it would hardly be strange that you should often have seen Guido d'Este in the same way, while you thought you loved him, and it is stranger that you should not now dream about a man you really love--if you do!" "I say that you have no right to talk in this way," said Cecilia. "I have the right to say a great many things," Lamberti answered. "I have the right to reproach you----" "You said that you believed me honest and true." The words checked his angry mood suddenly. He passed his hand over his eyes and changed his position. "I do," he said. "There is no woman alive of whom I believe more good than I do of you." "Then trust me a little, and believe, too, that I am suffering quite as much as Guido. I have agreed to take your advice, to obey you, since it is that and nothing else----" "I have no power to give you orders. I wish I had!" "You have right on your side. That is power, and I obey you. You have told me what to do, and I shall do it, and be glad to do it. But even after what I have done, I have some privileges left. I have a secret, and I am ashamed of it, and it can do no good to Guido to know it, much less to you. Please let me keep it in my own way." "Yes. But if you are afraid that I should hurt the man, if I knew his name, you are mistaken." "I am not in the least afraid of that," Cecilia answered, and the light filled her eyes again as she looked at him. "You are too just to hate an innocent man. It is not his fault that I love him, and he will never know it. He will never guess that I think him the best, and truest, and bravest man alive, and that he is all this world to me, now and for ever!" She spoke quietly enough, but there was a radiant joy in her face which Lamberti never forgot. While keeping her secret, she was telling him at last to his face that she loved him, and it was the first time she had ever spoken such words out of her dreams. In them indeed they had been familiar to her lips, as words like them had been to his. He leaned forward, resting one elbow on his k
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